Sometimes...

I think that the people who say that falling in love is a choice
must have never really fallen in love.
For me,
having a heartbeat is more voluntary.

Can't Grow Up

I'm 20 years old, however
I'm still at the age where I sometimes think about moving away and becoming a rock star.
Sometimes I think it could happen.
Sometimes all I want is for someone to hold me and sing a song to make me feel better.
Sometimes someone does,
and it works.
I'm still sleeping with my teddy bear.
Perhaps I'm desperately trying to revert back to when I had my priceless naivety.
Perhaps I'm simply another trauma statistic, however
I'm still at the age of not caring.