When?

I can't imagine
a love
that promises
not to leave.
Does it exist
outside of God?
Maybe when I truly
stop being afraid
and learn to trust,
maybe then it will come.
Maybe all I need is
more faith.
I doubt it,
though.
Love isn't really
like that.
Love can be wonderful.
It can also be gone
tomorrow.
When will I trust someone?
When I trust myself to be okay
when they leave.